Assume Everything Is True. Where you find contradiction follow the threads of dissociation.
Communication
I dont know how to talk to you
You are one of the few people I feel free to be myself around around
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I feel like I can act however I want to act, and you would still accept me
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I feel like this stems from the fact you don’t ever really see any of us.
- I think it’s rooted in a character trait we’ve never been able to identify. We’ve always looked up to it
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I am relieved to realize my consciousness is split
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I’m terrified
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I’ve never felt whole. For the first time in my life I feel like the concept of really being seen as I feel may be possible
- I’ve never had a greater challenge communicating my experience
I’m sexually open. Shared Sexual experiences hold as much weight as any other shared social experience. How you feel about the other person guides how the activity feels.
- I can’t remember what a body feel like against mine
I know myself incredibly well
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I can never seem to figure out what makes me happy
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I know why I feel the way I do when I do
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If I meditate hard enough I can always find the root internal issue to my problems.
Friend
DID: Disfunction of the ego?
Ego fragmentation
Identity confusion
Coping mechanism
Integration challenges
Emotional regulation
Self-perception shifts
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Shifts in self-perception can lead to confusion about personal identity and values.
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The experience of self-perception shifts may create challenges in relationships and social interactions.
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Understanding the nature of these shifts can aid in developing a more cohesive sense of self.
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Self-perception can be influenced by external feedback and internal narratives.
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Recognizing and validating different aspects of self can promote healing and integration.
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Exploring the origins of self-perception shifts can uncover underlying trauma or unresolved issues
Relativity
A recent hyper focus on physics lead not only to a deeper understanding of the universe
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during a time all functions of ego went dormat (through dissociative mechanisms)
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As a sense of ego returned, the building blocks it required to create an aququet ego state to sustain a host
- Most valuable from this came objective thinking without attachment to experiement that is life
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